mintprincen:

I’m feeling a lot better this morning after sleeping and getting something to eat
I wrote more directions for myself, followed them, and got to the building I was looking for without an issue

I highly recommend to others that if you can access a satellite view of your campus to see how sidewalks…

I’m at the building 20 minutes early so I’m just chilling until my group gets here

I feel real right now I’m doing ok

Bad thing though is that my phone charger is starting to break and it’ll only charge if I bend the cord in an extreme fashion so I asked my mom to try and get me a new one

Otherwise I’m doing a lot better and I have my friend’s phone number now so I can text her to ask her stuff and just knowing I have resource makes me feel a lot better

People on campus seem pretty cool and I went to a show last night that was an audience-interactive preformance where actors would be racist/sexist/homophobic etc. and the audience had to point out why it was harmful and wowow I am so proud of my freshman class and how they went about it and how protective they were especially of lgbt and poc

It was a great experience that provoked discussion - good job college

I’m feeling a lot better this morning after sleeping and getting something to eat
I wrote more directions for myself, followed them, and got to the building I was looking for without an issue

I highly recommend to others that if you can access a satellite view of your campus to see how sidewalks run and leave notes to yourself “go right go left” on a piece of paper and then when you’re outside you don’t need the visual anymore you just walk where to go

I wrote the names of buildings I passes and stuff to make sure I had landmarks but otherwise my directions were pretty simple

this is no YOLK... i believe in you! [this one is bad im sorry]

thank u for believing in me friendo

I will EGG you on

I’m

I'd send you some encouragement or advice but I have never even been to a college so idk anything. Instead I will send u egg puns in the hope that it cheers u up 8)

bless u

Tonight was a little better because I met up with people and we saw a show but HOLY SHIT AM I DISASSOCIATING RIGHT NOW

nothing feels real I don’t feel real - like I’m trying to register that “yes I am at college” but my brain doesn’t process it and it makes me feel scared like I’m not in my body, y’know?

I don’t know if it’s the humid weather or the really bright lights (I noticed I feel better when I just have my red lamps on) but I hope this feeling passes

I mean I don’t remember experiencing this when I went to high school? But I guess once I have a sense of where I’m going and I fall into routine it’ll be ok

but for now I still feel kind of weird
Maybe it’s because I haven’t slept in over 24 hours? I think that’s it

Gonna sleep

Just a suggestion. Try to take deep breaths and hold it in couple of seconds before exhaling slowly. Try to drink some water. You are doing fine so far. Its your first day in college who wouldn't be scared? This will pass and soon you'll navigate with ease around the campus. Dont worry. Do you have your friends phone number? try to contact them and meet up if it helps. First day is aways the worst but you'll make it through. You are a strong person and you can do this. Good Luck!
Anonymous

thanks for the support anon

I’m gonna try to get her phone number either tonight or tomorrow

college

college

ok so
I have decided that I am going to write out directions for buildings bc that’s easiest for me and I’m gonna try to get as many routes down as possible

Also because my dorm is having a meeting I will see my friend there and hopefully we can communicate a little better

I’m still really nervous but hopefully I can get a grip on things

i have two hours until the next event so i’m gonna go lay down